xSerenax

First of all let me point out I have been a deviant for ten years, I was thinking my entire life, but this website gives me ten year cred.

I really am pressed for time with kids, and house, and hubby, and obligations. I am a full time mom, college student, and worker. This time I promise to make the effort though.

I haven't stopped drawing, I haven't stopped writing, and I haven't stopped playing with cameras. I just haven't been on any website aside from facebook and instagram. If I must be honest, and I am, I really haven't put the effort into that part of me like I should. An old DeviantArt friend was talking to me on facebook today and mentioned my page, my work, and all the good stuff therein and I suddenly realized... I miss this place. I miss the people, the sharing, the positive (and sure negative) feedback. I had a great connection here at one time, and have since lost track of so many great talents!

So, guess who's back? Back again?!

This time armed with a shit ton of random stuff because I haven't posted anything here forever. I can just keep posting all day with portraits, and poems, and very little drawings but that's the breaks.

First of all let me say I hope all of those that celebrated Thanksgiving had a wonderful time! I hope Family was in good spirits, and life was as easy as possible given the stress of the Holiday season. Now, with formalities and good wishes out of the way let me be brief, but explanatory. I have added a few things from the last year just to make it clear that I am still here and updating. I promise I will get through critiques and find the time to fairly look at all my fellow deviants works, especially those that I am friends with and those that are new and commenting. I try to put my insight and thoughts out there to show that I appreciate that you, like me, are sharing yourself with the world!'

Next, I am currently pregnant. I am having my second child (a little girl), my due date is January 13th. (1/13/13 how awesome for a birthday is that??). So though I have spare time, I am obviously obligated to other things first and foremost. I do take requests for drawing, poetry, and self images as long as the requests are tasteful, non nudity, and you realize anything body orientated is going to have to wait.

If you would like to follow me as a person more closely feel free to look me up on Facebook. thenecessaryevil@gmail.com (Serena Fisher). With that said I will be a round as much as possible!

take care
Serena

Hey, remember me? Here I am again. I've been without real internet service for a very long time, not that it really matters. My creativity has pretty much taken a back burner to life, instead of just my photography. I work 40 hours a week, and try to balance the two days off I do get between friends, family, and my significant other... It's a very hectic time and I feel I have no availability to allow myself to open up. I drew three drawings last year,   and have drawn NOTHING this year. I have done NO photography and barely even picked up a book. I did however write some poetry... Very little and I'm not even sure where it is.

BUT, either way I'll be around. Perhaps being here will make my creative juices flow.

Happy Holidays.
Happy NEW YEARS!

May next year bring more
art
photography
and a desire to be creative.

Love you all
Serena

I've been around, I just haven't been on this website in what seems like nearly a year. I sort of lost the heart to keep updating, and with all the stuff in my life I just said "Blah" I debated taking this page down, and still do. I have a website so it's not like anyone couldn't see my art somewhere else, furthermore emails work just as good as messaging on this page.

I have written some more poetry, I've done a little bit of art, as for photography? That's taken a back burner in my life. I love taking pictures of what I see, and conveying my ideas through them but I'm tired of forcing myself to find time. Plus the weather here in upstate NY doesn't seem to be too cooperative.. let alone trying to mix the weather with my new busy work hours.

I have a myspace if you want to keep in contact through that www.myspace.com/nipplemaniea

I will try to update with my new art, and poetry, but I promise nothing. i am sorry.  :/

I just got home... I actually had the option to go out with someone I sort of know and a friend of hers; however since I have to be awake at 7am tomorrow morning I just couldn't go. I was  invited to go to a local club  I've wanted to go to all year since this is my big "25" and I made a list of things I wanted to do before turning "a quarter of a century" *drum roll*, going to this local club was on the top of that list. Furthermore this girl goes there often  as does her friend, and they knew a small group of people attending it age ranging from 22 - 27... So the perfect ages basically... Old enough to drink so no "under age responsibility" would have came into the picture. I guess I'm slightly bummed because opprotunities like this RARELY, and I cannot stress that enough, occur for me. I pretty much spend any time I am not busy doing what has to be done, HOME. Especially since my vehicle has been off the road for a month due to having bad breaks... Which thankfully will finally be fixed tomorrow!

Did I mention the club is having a special night tonight for "Mardi Gras" weekend which means it'll be packed and even more fun than normal? Figures. On top of that Tim and I were suppose to do a couple thing tomorrow (since he was busy Friday and Saturday night...) however he had a friend call in a favor and will be working in "the pits" Sunday evening which rules out going anywhere tomorrow as well. Furthermore a kid I use to babysit had his graduation/19th birthday party and I'd have happily gone to that... But I couldn't make that because I was busy in the evening helping out at the nursing home...

Now.... Normally staying home 90 percent of the time doesn't bother me.  I am very much a "home body" and usually will pick being home over going out.  I think that not having  a vehicle is wearing on me though. I am actually excited about going to the supermarket to buy groceries because I "get out of the house" and my normal routine places (nursing home, parents) and get to be around the public. I even make excuses to linger at the store, or the video rental place... I am browsing for the first time in my life just to be out of my apartment and dealing with something besides my cat!

I guess I am nearing insanity... I need to get out of this place! I have decided next weekend I am doing something... The girl offered to go with me to the club next weekend if I wanted... I think next Saturday is a must for the club at this rate!