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Silly Me: I am a true summer girl, during the summer I am constantly outside, I grew up outdoors and minus a short period of time in my teens when I was a bit of an internet junkie I pretty much live for summer. Sadly as much as I love the sun, the heat, and oh yes the sun... It does not love me. I am a pasty white girl, I have been told very often Casper would tell me "Damn girl, you're white" and that's no joke. I spent a month at a tanning booth and didn't get a shade darker, though my skin had a unique red tint after each tanning session, tan just never happened. So I won't waste money on them, and always go out in the sun.
Apparently however I missed the memo, well more like I chose to ignore, about how people of my skin type shouldn't spend hours and hours.... Let alone an entire week, of exposure to the sun. It turns out the "Spring time sun" tends to cause Sun Poisoning, especially to us of the fairer tones. Considering my mother is practically allergic to the sun, I should be happy to just tan slowly... But this year I went all out, and now I am paying for it. I have sun poisoning, and it is NOT fun. Mix that with the twisted ankle where I stretched out my ligiments, and this is just not the spring for me. I am hoping my sun poisoning goes away soon, otherwise I will be forced to go to my personal care provider and find a non over the counter help. HOWEVER, does anyone have any suggestions? A friend of mine suggested Benadryl, and I've only used it for ONE day, but the sun poisoning seems worse. I cannot take the way my skin feels, like itchy leather. Damnable fate, why must I be pasty?!!! At least I'm not limping anymore HAHA!!
Either way I won't be taking any new concept photos of me, though I am going to get one of apple and Ruth the next sunny day we have, we've had rain the last week (probably a good thing for my skin). In any case, that about sums up my last few weeks... Lots of sun, then damn!!
Poem: I actually wrote this after finding out my boyfriend had kept a secret from me that I'd rather not get into, you'd think after three years he'd trust me, but apparently not. I am more angry that he lied, then I am at what he did. I said I'd accept his choice this time, but if he ever "forgets to mention doing a certain thing" without telling me and I find out from a third party again, well... I can't be with a liar. Honesty and trust are key, that's just the way relationships are. And now for the poem (not one of my best, but it gets the point across)
IGNORANCE IS NOT BLISS
you should have told the truth
instead of shielding me with lies
you should have admitted to me
all the things you tried to deny
instead you're caught
pants down
bare ass for all to see
my image of you broken
emptied out
exposed truth to me
My belief I can't believe.
in all your futile atempts
to shield me from your wrong
all you did was stretch out
yourself to make me belong
instead of us it was
always you
feeding me shit
I must be a mushroom
you're pleading
my ignorance of your action
is bliss I'll realize soon
in this all I feel is anger
and it's boiling up inside
all this want for action
soon I will not hide.
My artlist for now This is a list of drawings I want to accomplish before August '08
Mira Sorvino (WIP Started)
THE KISS Kagome and InuYasha (WIP Started)
Laura Prepon (WIP Started)
Girl (WIP Started)
Jessica Simpson - Portrait
Jessica Biel - Potrait
Jessica Alba - Potrait (Apparently I have a thing for Jessica's)
Peta Wilson *AKA La Femme Nikitta*
Danny Masterson *That 70's Show*
Mila Kunis *That 70's Show*
Mel Gibson
Sandra Bullock - portrait
InuYasha's Miroku and Sango together or separater, haven't decided
Sailor Moon
A new cat girl
Wonder woman
Cat woman
- and I might add more
And look, I finally scanned my wip's and stuff yay!!!!
Apparently however I missed the memo, well more like I chose to ignore, about how people of my skin type shouldn't spend hours and hours.... Let alone an entire week, of exposure to the sun. It turns out the "Spring time sun" tends to cause Sun Poisoning, especially to us of the fairer tones. Considering my mother is practically allergic to the sun, I should be happy to just tan slowly... But this year I went all out, and now I am paying for it. I have sun poisoning, and it is NOT fun. Mix that with the twisted ankle where I stretched out my ligiments, and this is just not the spring for me. I am hoping my sun poisoning goes away soon, otherwise I will be forced to go to my personal care provider and find a non over the counter help. HOWEVER, does anyone have any suggestions? A friend of mine suggested Benadryl, and I've only used it for ONE day, but the sun poisoning seems worse. I cannot take the way my skin feels, like itchy leather. Damnable fate, why must I be pasty?!!! At least I'm not limping anymore HAHA!!
Either way I won't be taking any new concept photos of me, though I am going to get one of apple and Ruth the next sunny day we have, we've had rain the last week (probably a good thing for my skin). In any case, that about sums up my last few weeks... Lots of sun, then damn!!
Poem: I actually wrote this after finding out my boyfriend had kept a secret from me that I'd rather not get into, you'd think after three years he'd trust me, but apparently not. I am more angry that he lied, then I am at what he did. I said I'd accept his choice this time, but if he ever "forgets to mention doing a certain thing" without telling me and I find out from a third party again, well... I can't be with a liar. Honesty and trust are key, that's just the way relationships are. And now for the poem (not one of my best, but it gets the point across)
IGNORANCE IS NOT BLISS
you should have told the truth
instead of shielding me with lies
you should have admitted to me
all the things you tried to deny
instead you're caught
pants down
bare ass for all to see
my image of you broken
emptied out
exposed truth to me
My belief I can't believe.
in all your futile atempts
to shield me from your wrong
all you did was stretch out
yourself to make me belong
instead of us it was
always you
feeding me shit
I must be a mushroom
you're pleading
my ignorance of your action
is bliss I'll realize soon
in this all I feel is anger
and it's boiling up inside
all this want for action
soon I will not hide.
My artlist for now This is a list of drawings I want to accomplish before August '08
Mira Sorvino (WIP Started)
THE KISS Kagome and InuYasha (WIP Started)
Laura Prepon (WIP Started)
Girl (WIP Started)
Jessica Simpson - Portrait
Jessica Biel - Potrait
Jessica Alba - Potrait (Apparently I have a thing for Jessica's)
Peta Wilson *AKA La Femme Nikitta*
Danny Masterson *That 70's Show*
Mila Kunis *That 70's Show*
Mel Gibson
Sandra Bullock - portrait
InuYasha's Miroku and Sango together or separater, haven't decided
Sailor Moon
A new cat girl
Wonder woman
Cat woman
- and I might add more
And look, I finally scanned my wip's and stuff yay!!!!
OH EM GEE
First of all let me point out I have been a deviant for ten years, I was thinking my entire life, but this website gives me ten year cred.
I really am pressed for time with kids, and house, and hubby, and obligations. I am a full time mom, college student, and worker. This time I promise to make the effort though.
I haven't stopped drawing, I haven't stopped writing, and I haven't stopped playing with cameras. I just haven't been on any website aside from facebook and instagram. If I must be honest, and I am, I really haven't put the effort into that part of me like I should. An old DeviantArt friend was talking to me on facebook today and
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Hey, remember me? Here I am again. I've been without real internet service for a very long time, not that it really matters. My creativity has pretty much taken a back burner to life, instead of just my photography. I work 40 hours a week, and try to balance the two days off I do get between friends, family, and my significant other... It's a very hectic time and I feel I have no availability to allow myself to open up. I drew three drawings last year, and have drawn NOTHING this year. I have done NO photography and barely even picked up a book. I did however write some poetry... Very little and I'm not even sure where it is.
BUT, either w
Gone, but not forever.
I've been around, I just haven't been on this website in what seems like nearly a year. I sort of lost the heart to keep updating, and with all the stuff in my life I just said "Blah" I debated taking this page down, and still do. I have a website so it's not like anyone couldn't see my art somewhere else, furthermore emails work just as good as messaging on this page.
I have written some more poetry, I've done a little bit of art, as for photography? That's taken a back burner in my life. I love taking pictures of what I see, and conveying my ideas through them but I'm tired of forcing myself to find time. Plus the weather here in upstate N
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good work getting sun poisoning